I Can See The Pain

I still see ur face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want u in my life as crazy as that seems
I want u to catch me when i fall.....

I still remember the first time we met
There was something different about u
Your friendship was something i wanted to get
That smile when u said hi to me was so new.

Out of no where u called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to u forever
U were so new,so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever.

Four years and we are barelyholding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted u out of my like ever
I sat there for a long timepretending not to see.

We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and i shouldn't

I miss u and everything u are to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of timeand never fall.........


By --- Nikki